AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGH! I'm so stressed! Theres so much going on at work, my neck and shoulders are hurting like mad and I swear that vein in my head is gonna pop soon! I mean, what is it with people! Why do we let ourselves stress out so much! Bloody hell!
Screwed up! Isnt life too short to get stressed out!

Well!
Apparently not. I suppose we wont really be human if we dont get stressed, *sigh* . I mean , you can't just NOT worry! If we never worry, nothing may seem urgent enough to deal with. But theres a saying "Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it never gets you anywhere".
What wise words. But it's not often we can remember that when we are faced with adversity.

Its freezing outside and I cant wait to go home when I will then start bitching about the heat! You just can't have it all can you!

Alrite peeps! I'm off. Need to get back to the grinding stone. Lunch hour is over!

Right! I need to get a hold of myself! I need to sort things out, pack, plan stuff and make sure I eat healthily! Bloody hell! I've been eating so much junk its unreal! I've had takeaways like...i dont know....12 times in the last 3 weeks! Thats mental! I usually have it like maybe once a month if that! Been so lazy to cook and eat right so I've been eating crap!

So! Yesterday I did quite well. To make sure I got enough vitamins, I even made myself a smoothie! It may sound a bit gross but its really quite nice! It was with strawberries and red cabbage.

Well, its 5 weeks until Eater, 5 weeks until I go home. Wont be with my Sam for his birthday which falls on Easter this year. But oh well. Will see him when he gets down to KL.

Will be busy busy busy when I get back but am looking foward to seeing everybody again. Took yesterday off from work because this wednesday our landlord is coming for an inspection. You know, just to make sure we didnt wreck the place! Hahahaah! We haven't. Managed to pack up 3 whole boxes so not much packing left to do. Big jobs now are just the kitchen stuff. Thats gonna be a big job! Loads of kitchen stuff!

Well.....today is a new day. Well...TOMORROW is a new day! Its going to be a whole lot different. Disciplined, relaxed and planned. Thats how I'm gonna try and handle the next few weeks! Will keep you posted!

Quiz-ish thing

Got this quiz thing through email from a friend that you're supposed to answer and send all your friends so they can answer it and send it back. Quite plain and simple really. Just a simple sharing.

Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the x from the ones you have not, and send it to all of your friends (including me).

In your lifetime have you ever,
( X ) Smoked a cigarette
( X )Drank so much you threw up
( ) Crashed a friend's car
( ) Stolen a car
( X ) Been in love
( ) Been dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been laid off/fired
( X ) Quit your job
( ) Been in any fist fights -
( ) Snuck out of your parent's house
( ) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back...
( ) Been arrested.
( ) Gone on a blind date
( X ) Lied to a friend
( ) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
( X ) Been on a plane
( X ) Been lost
( X ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington, DC
( X ) Swam in the ocean
( X ) Felt like dying
( X ) Cried yourself to sleep
( X ) Played cops and robbers
( X ) Recently colored with crayons
( X ) Sang karaoke
( X ) Paid for a meal with only coins
( X ) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't – Many times
( X ) Made prank phone calls...
( X ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( X ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
( X ) Danced in the rain
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about –
( X ) Blown bubbles
( X ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
( X ) Gone roller-skating
( ) Ice-skating

Any nicknames? Lyn, Leeny, BG (short for Baby Girl-from my daddy), Gums or Jungs (my sister)

Mother's name? Amelia Lee

How much do you love your job (1-10)? 7

Birthplace: Kuala Lumpur

Favorite vacation spot? With my family and my Sam

Ever steal any traffic signs? No

Ever been in a car accident? Yes - just a titchy one. Nothing serious thank God

2 Door or 4 Door? 2 door or 4 door what? Car? I dont have one! I'd prefer a 4 door!

Salad dressing? Not usually.

Favorite pie? Steak and Kidney

Favorite number? 2

Favorite movie? Braveheart

Favorite holiday? Christmas

Favorite food? Tom Yam, and this vietnamese glass noodle salad thing, oh and this other thing called Mien Kum *some leaves with lime, plum sauce and shrimp wrapped in it! Its yummy!) and oooh...LOADS! I love food!

Favorite day of the week? Friday

Favorite brand of body soap? Neutragena

Favorite TV show? Master Chef, The F word and, Ramseys Kitchen Nightmares

Toothpaste? Pearl White

Favorite smell? My dads pillow and my mums clothes. My grandmas kitchen and how my Sam smells.

What do you do to relax? Lie down and read. (yes I know its bad to read while laying down!)

Message to your friends reading this?
Be kinder to people, enjoy life and spread the love. Dont breed hate!

How do you see yourself in 10 years? Contented

What do you do when you are bored? Watch Disney Cartoons or read favourite books thats I've read a thousand times.

What do you enjoy receiving? Genuine hugs and requests for me to cook!

Furthest place you will send this message? Eh?

Who will respond the fastest? I cant tell the future

Least likely to respond? Quite a few actually!

What time is it now? 11.14 am (UK time)

Weird People

Ok so here's the thing, this is just a bitching session ok so dont expect wise and wonderful words. I think it nice to have a blog spot. It's like an online diary that you don't mind sharing with people right! And its just so you can write stuff, bitch about stuff or share stuff with people. And it belongs to YOU! So basically, you can say anything you want on it right. And no one can wrong you for it. UNLESS of course you spout shit that cause hate. You know, its ok to state your views, but if the view breeds hate with reference to things like religion or if it is partial to one party, perhaps people should be more considerate and thoughful and keep their thoughts to themeselves. I think there is a very fine line between freedom of speech and speech that start wars.

Anyway anyway! Going off topic here!

So I'm new to this blogging thing. And suddenly notice ( I dont know where I was before!) that all my friends and their friends have blog spots! So now I pay attention to when they send their alerts and all that. And my goodness the crap thats on some! HAH! You learn things about some people you never knew. I mean, now you are reading what I feel and how I see things. Either you agree or you dont! No worries! So thats what I'm doing here ok! With some that I have read, I AM DISAGREEING! At least I am not cheeky enough to post a comment on their site saying I think they are talking shit! So a bit of respect I will still show!

So damn difficult sometimes! Especially with me! Alot of times I am so there if you want an argument! I'll give you a run for your money. That is, of course, if I feel strongly enough about something to argue about.

Like this one dude, he was going on and on about ....I dont know what about!!! But basically slagging off a religion. Saying they are the reason war is happening and all that. Dude chill! You causing some sort of emotional war with people who read your blog! And to others who arent so easily influenced, you just sound shallow minded and stupid. Go be passionate about such things by yourself in a corner. Dont breed hate!

And then theres this chic, now she is a work of art! her blog is full of self love. And she talks about her flings and affairs. Her poor boyfriend. Theres this one entry about how she knows how well spoken she is and how she has no time for poor, ugly people who cant speak english well, (she isn't english herself by the way) how she wishes she was more beautiful than she already is, and richer than she already is and more intelligent than she already is. I mean whoa! Is there no end to your modesty! She critises her own race, brags about how great she is, hurts people directly and to their face...and at the end of the day....she barely has any friends. No, really, she really has very few friends. How wonderful her life must be being all so perfect as she says she is.

Well, thats the end of my bitching session. When it all boils down to it, its thier blog I guess. None of my business. So hey, to the hate breeding dude and to the perasan chic, carry on! Anyone, including me, can judge you though we dont have the right to. But wake up and realise at the end of all this, we all need to answer for our actions. And man I so wouldnt want to be you.